i can't fucKing take this any more. the stress is getting to me. school is stRessful, art is stressful, programming is stressful. everything i make is terrible. it's all terrible, it's all stuff i'd throw away if I wasn't smart. but i keep it anyway. stupidity? nihilism? something elSe? idfk. the OVERTAKE of stress is too much.

im gonna do it. im gonna freaking do it. the only thing keeping me sane in my waking hours other than an unhealthy amount of video games is oreos and orange joe, and i'm slowly dwindling on both of those. this game is over. someone help me. producer-chan... rals... mari... anyone.

SAD. DEPRESSED. MISERABLE. INCONSOLABLE.